TRICK OR TREAT!
jackson is a pea pod for his first halloween!!!
the costume shopping trip took place last night at target and our options were a pea pod or a lady bug… at first i thought the costume may be a bit big for jackson since it’s a 0-9 month range, but he maxed it out.
my little pea pod is helping me pass out candy tonight to our trick or treaters. jackson is long and lean these days, no longer fitting in any of his 6 month clothes. notice tonight he is tube-less… his ng tube was irritating him this morning, and once again inducing vomiting. i removed it and he has had some really good oral feeds today as a result. we take our good days and store them in a vault because they are few and far between. HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!
WE GOT IN!!!
WE GOT JACKSON IN TO JOHNS HOPKINS TO MEET WITH THEIR FEEDING TEAM!!!! ohmygosh, i am laughing (out of sheer delirium) and crying at the same time. we have been tirelessly pursuing the feeding program at kennedy krieger. i started running into walls though because this program does not admit anyone inpatient until they are atleast one year of age. the difficult part has been that johns hopkins children’s center and kennedy krieger partner together for their feeding program, and so, talking to multiple people at both locations has worked against me… until now!!! as it turns out, a friend of our’s in paul’s squadron just married someone who did her post-doctoral work at kennedy krieger. i got in touch with her last week, and she put me in touch with her friend who happens to be on one of the feeding teams with this gi specialist at hopkins, dr. darbari, who i had been researching. on friday i had my cell phone glued to my ear, calling both johns hopkins and kennedy krieger, while simultaneously googling specialists on my laptop until i found contact information for people. as google would have it, i emailed dr. darbari and received an email back from him within an hour. i couldn’t believe it!!!! it was like getting an email from a celebrity, you guys, seriously. i sat staring at my computer screen for a solid minute and a half before i could even collect myself to read his email. basically he told me that his people would be in touch with me…. i giggled reading this, thinking, “ohhh… his people will call my people…” anyway, i then contacted our friend’s friend at hopkins. she listened to my story for 45 minutes on the phone, then told me she would present jackson’s case to her feeding team on monday…. she just called and told me that they would take him on. paul and i are beside ourselves with joy and relief, knowing that jackson will be seen by the best in the country. these feeding teams consist of multiple people who work at either kennedy krieger or johns hopkins… the specialists on these teams include a gi specialist, a nutritionist, an occupational therapist, and a behavior therpist. the “friend of a friend” who basically got jackson in is the behavior therapist on dr. darbari’s team. soooo…. now we wait to hear when this eval with the feeding team at kennedy krieger will take place. in the meantime, i have TONS of medical records to fax to them to prep them on his case, and we have a meeting with our gi specialist here tomorrow to discuss possible surgery for a g tube. stay tuned!!!
weekend with “the family”
this weekend was our last one as a “family.”
steve and amy headed to d.c. today, where they will be stationed next. the family is starting to break off bit by bit, so we spent as much time together this weekend as we possibly could. saturday was spent at andrew and molly’s house (i love saying that now that they’re married!) watching football, grilling out, and twirling with miss lil (geoff). the greatest part about saturday was when the guys ran outside to greet steve and amy… phil was carrying new baby zack, paul had jackson in his arms… and geoff didn’t want to feel left out, so he carried lily’s baby doll.
then sunday some of us got together and watched the blue angels fly over the target parking lot (classy, eh?). while paul was mesmerized by the blue angels, jackson kept his eyes on me, making sure i didn’t go too far with his apple sauce.
i asked paul how many times he’s seen the blue angels fly and he had no idea, but then he said to me, “i’m pretty sure i was about jackson’s age when i saw them the first time.” needless to say, i don’t think the blue angels had the same affect on jackson that they had on paul as a baby.
sunday evening we wrapped things up, like usual, with a big ol’ family dinner at geoff and becca’s house, passing around eachother’s kids so we could all eat, and then ending the evening with a family photo. throughout the weekend, we all found ourselves saying “gosh the family keeps getting bigger and bigger.” lily will be 3 in december, which is just unbelievable to me because i feel like i just hosted her 1st birthday party at our house yesterday…. lily now has baby brother, zack, who is already 2 weeks (and just beautiful in every way)…. jackson just turned 6 months…. it’s amazing to me how “the family” is growing. we enjoyed our time together so much this weekend. steve and amy will be in d.c. (as we will hopefully be shortly)…. so some of us will be close to eachother, and others, like phil, sarah, li
ly, and baby zack are heading all the way to france. this of course led to a lot of “euro reunion 2010″ discussions this weekend.
regardless of geographic location, “the family” will always be together.
discouraged…
with every “up,” i guess there is a “down” which is unfortunate for us because we want the ups to last just a tad bit longer… the latest ups have been great and encouraging. jackson has been taking oral feeds well through the propel bottle in addition to the jar food that he takes from the spoon. this has been a big success. but, since the ng tube came out last weekend though, the volume of each feed has significantly decreased. paul and i took jackson to see a pediatric nutritionist this morning, and our hunch was right… jackson has lost weight again. 3 weeks ago he weighed 17 lb 6 oz and today he was 17 lb 1 oz. if you read this and think to yourself “oh, it’s just 5 oz,” i beg you NOT to share that thought with paul or myself… to us, this is big. with the ng tube out, jackson is losing weight again, which will most likely mean an intense conversation with our gi specialist (who we see next week) about surgically placing a g tube in jackson’s belly. over the last month that he has had the ng tube in, at the end of each day jackson averaged between 35-38 ounces…. with the tube out, he averages 22-25 ounces a day. yes, we have made great progress with the feeding therapist, and will continue to do so…. but i am discouraged today and scared to have a conversation with our gi specialist about putting a g tube in our 6 month old son. our plan, per the nutritionist we saw today, is to concentrate jackson’s formula a little more and add another feeding in his schedule in the hopes of giving jackson more calories and putting some weight on before our appointment with gi on tuesday. paul and i pray this works and that we can ward off putting jackson through surgery for a g tube.
HAPPY 6 MONTHS MAGOO!!!
our precious jackson… 6 months ago today you entered our lives kickin’ and screamin’ and peein’ on your daddy.
~ we will NEVER be the same…. THANK GOD!!!
we love you to the depth of the deepest sea and the tippity top of the highest tree. happy 6 months to you, our sweet magoo!!! love, mommy and daddy









