Monthly Archives: March 2009

i swear, i found him like this

i didn’t enjoy reading until i was in college. in fact, my mom will probably tell you that i didn’t read until i was in college in order to stress how much i disliked it. (funny that i ended up with a degree in english…)

anyway, either jackson really likes to read, which is why i am catching him doing this…

and this…

or, he just likes the “touch and feel” books that allow him to scratch velcro hedgehogs…

i’ll let you be the judge.

and if you like jackson’s yellow ducky pjs as much as his auntie amy and uncle steveo did when they hung out with us this weekend, you’re unfortunately out of luck. my mom got them for jackson at a church consignment sale. but, if you are indeed the mother who turned these yellow ducky pjs in to the sale, thank you for clothing my child.

my first baby

as if yesterday wasn’t awesome enough, today our precious red turns 3 years old. red is (and always will be) my first baby…

you dog-lovers understand. your animal comes into your life and into your heart, and you’re never the same.

at the beginning, it was just red and i. paul had chosen red from the litter… or maybe it was red that chose paul. i dunno. but three days later, paul left for japan and i was alone with my first dog.

red and i have been through a lot together… within the first few weeks him being home with us, he got really sick, and i learned from the vet that red’s heart was too big for his body and working too hard. i remember thinking to myself, “my dog has a heart condition? WTF?!?” i called paul in japan, sobbing… i mean, SOBBING because this dog had already stolen my heart and here i was now worried about his. (ps- he’s fine now. he has grown into his abnormally large heart, though his behavior says otherwise…)

the last 3 years with red have brought about some serious changes in my life… and having him by my side through it all has made it one wild ride. i wouldn’t give up a moment of his butt-licking, spastic-jumping, tail-wagging, protective-growling for anything in the world.

happy birthday red! we love you!

and this is when i lose it…

ah, dave…

about 6-7 years ago i went to a dave matthews concert with paul and a wonderful friend of our’s, patrick. keep in mind paul is 6 ft 6 and patrick is about the same. when paul and patrick go anywhere together, people watch them. people turn. people stare. and then i (and patrick’s wife, amber) watch as the people staring sort through in their minds whether or not they should ask paul and patrick for their autograph, wondering if they are famous athletes.

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one time, paul and patrick went to pick up patrick’s dog (a long-haired chihuahua) from the vet. together. they had been out grabbing a sandwich or something, and patrick realized he needed to get the dog from the vet. but they both go in to get the dog. together. picture that. two enormous 25 year old men walking out of a vet with a teeny long-haired chihuahua. they still laugh at themselves for walking out of the vet that day looking like two of the biggest gay athletes that ever existed.

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so… the three of us are at the dave matthew’s concert (circa 2002), 1/2 drunk like most everyone who goes to a dave matthew’s concert and sits out on the lawn. the show is great, and then it gets to the encore… the encore… the part of the concert i have been waiting for. because i know what he’s going to play. and my heart breaks as the song begins.

the guitar strums, the bass joins, and all is lost. the tears are streaming down my face, and i am lost in the moment.

Celebrate we will
Because life is short but sweet for certain
Were climbing two by two
To be sure these days continue,
These things we cannot change

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one of my brother’s childhood friends died a little over 8 years ago of a brain aneurysm. he was 16 years old. he was the biggest dmb fan i have ever known, to this day. and “two step” was his favorite dave song. i can’t listen to that song without crying my eyes out (and i know those of you reading this who knew pat and love him still feel the same).

jackson took 4 steps today. 4. and they were awesome. he has been toddling here and there for a while now, but this was different. these 4 steps were unassisted. all him.

and i thought of the refrain to dave matthew’s “two step” this afternoon, as i have reflected on my son’s accomplishment for the day. and i’m celebrating…

Celebrate we will
Because life is short but sweet for certain
Were climbing two by two
To be sure these days continue,
These things we cannot change

girl talk thursday

in support of other superb mommybloggers out there, i’m giving girl talk thursday a shot (pun intended). sponsored by the lovely mommy melee.

i’ll let her give ya the skinny…

What is Girl Talk Thursday? It’s a chance to gossip and giggle, to speculate, to say bad words, to down a Margarita or rant (or rave) about your sex life. Even if weekly happy hours are an event from your former life, you can still take time to connect with your bloggy sisters. Grab the salt, a slice of lime, lick (your friend) your wrist, and go.

this week the talk is “twilight.” love it? despise it? don’t even know what it is?

ummm… for me, i can’t say i’m a fan. ok, honestly, i can’t even say that i really get it even because i totally don’t. being a former middle school english teacher, i’m usually down with “whatever the kids are reading these days” (geez, did i just say that?) but i just don’t get it. apparently it’s pretty spectacular though and author, stephenie meyer should keep on keepin’ on with the series.

so cheers to her! (whatever… gives me reason for a cocktail.)

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