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Thank you for understanding.
Nic
Protected: Right Now is NOW
WOLF IN SHEEP’S CLOTHING
for those of you who read jenn’s post on friday, you are aware of the dire situation that another friend of ours is in. at her request, i am anonymously publishing what you find below.
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I catch glimpses of him, sometimes. The man I married. The man I love.
It’s in those moments that I doubt myself. Maybe he really is who I thought he was. Maybe he can be that person again. Maybe there is hope.
But the truth, the ugly and undeniable truth, is that he is a wolf in sheep’s clothing.
I am the lamb he has been preparing for slaughter.
Separating me from the flock.
Feeding me love and affection laced with strychnine.
Blurring my vision so that I won’t see the beady little wolf eyes watching me as I graze peacefully in the lonely pasture.
But that wolf, with his sharp teeth and matted fur, has gotten careless in his disguise.
I see him. I see what he is.
And what he doesn’t know – what I myself have only just discovered – is that I am no lamb.
I am a Lion.
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Domestic Abuse takes many shapes and forms. It doesn’t have to be physical violence. Isolation, manipulation, control, and psychological intimidation are all forms of abuse.
If you’re a victim of domestic abuse, you’re not alone. There is help.
Please visit Violence Unsilenced or Hot Peach Pages for resources in your area.
conversations with the magoo
monday, 2:05 pm.
MAGOO: on the monitor… “WHAT I’M GOINA DO!!! WHAT I’M GOINA DO!!! FIRE TRUCKS!!!”
monday, 2:45 pm.
ME: opens door to bedroom… “oh hi. no nap today?”
MAGOO: “good mom morning. the sucker water noses fire truck goes bye bye. and dump truck got yuckies.”
ME: “hmm… fantastic. how about you snag a dipes and we change you mr. no nap?”
MAGOO: “here go mom. THE DUMP TRUCK GOES BYE BYE AND SUCKER WATER NOSE FIRE TRUCK FELL DOWN!!!”
ME: “really? the sucker water nose fire truck fell down? where’d it go?”
MAGOO: “AND THE DINOSAUR!!!!!!!!”
ME: “wow. AND the dinosaur?!?!”
MAGOO: “yeah. WHERE’D YOU GO FIRE TRUCK SUCKER WATER NOSE?”
ME: “do you hear it? i don’t hear the fire truck sucker water nose…”
(((crickets)))
MAGOO: “the dump truck fell dooooooowwwwwn.”
ME: “oh. well that sucks. did it fall down with the sucker water nose fire truck?”
MAGOO: “and the fire truck sucker water nose goes bye bye.”
ME: “hmm… so you had some killer dreams about trucks, eh?”
MAGOO: “AND THE SCHOOL BUS!!!!!!!!!!”
ME: “mmhmmm…”
MAGOO: “dump truck got the yuckies.”
ME: “right…”
MAGOO: “THE SUCKER WATER NOSE FIRE TRUCK FELL DOWN!!!”
ME: “mmhmmm…”
MAGOO: “and the dinosaur.”
ME: “right on. so you’re telling me you want ice cream…”
MAGOO: runs out of bedroom. “JACKSON CAN HAS I SCREENS CONE DUMP TRUCK!!!“















